Wednesday, April 14, 2010

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hands are shaking.
palms are sweating.
and so does the armpit.
many had gone through this thing.
just different situation, different timezone, different civilization.
the roman army had faced it.
world war II army, sergeant, general, and mostly everyone had faced it.
famous football player had faced it, while in the field, before taking the penalty, and etc etc..

but for me, none of things mentioned above had similarity with me, just that sweating parts is the same, i guess so.
why?
don't ask.
I'm too afraid to talk bout this.
10 years preparation won't help if suddenly my mind goes blur, when I'm facing the 'event'.
what 'event'?
don't ask.

okay, final exam is coming..

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

the Project Paper


Jamal take a deep breath, a very, very deep breath, enjoying the fresh air. "dude, this is a very good and peaceful place to do our work, its like nothing here could interrupt us",said Jamal. Ron replied,"ya right, being away from technology is actually a bad idea, its like we are stuck in some forest without any single thing that has to do with outside world, just to do that stupid assignment?". Jamal walk slowly, leaving Ron and said " at least there is nothing here that could distract us from doing that stupid work, which happens to be our most important work that will decide on our grades!". Ron ran and join walk beside Jamal, and they arrived at an old house, where it is actually belongs to Syed, Jamal's uncle. "We gonna stay here for three days?", asked Ron. "Oh yes", Jamal replied.

There were enough food for them in that house, but there were no electricity, and there water supply is 100% depends on the well, which Ron totally hates. "No cellphones, no computers, so how are we gonna do our work, professor Jamal!?". "Relax dude, just write it, just write it, the lecturer prefer handwriting, so that is what she gonna get from us". Jamal continue, "but please write it nicely".


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They managed to finish their work, and today is their last day here, they will go back to college tomorrow. "Finally everything is finished, i cant wait to go back, first thing tomorrow morning!",said Ron. " I think we should do a barbecue tonight to celebrate it, and I'll cook!",said Jamal. "huh, the last time u cook, I had a nightmare for two days, in the toilet!", Ron being sarcastic and laugh. "oh come on, you don't want to be hungry, don't you?",Jamal replied to Ron's action. And so they had a very nice barbecue that night, a lovely meal prepared by Jamal.

Late at night, Ron wake up. He had a terrible stomachache and he really need to go to the toilet, but he knew that he need to get the water from the well, which he is very afraid to go, alone. He wakes Jamal, but Jamal was to tired and said," if you're afraid, just use the extra A4 paper in the blue bag to wipe, an don't disturb me anymore".

Ron try to find the Blue bag that Jamal mentioned, but it was too dark, and he just randomly grab and ran quickly to the toilet. It was a very quiet night, and Ron felt that something is not quite right. He knows that something is bugging in his mind, and he keeps thinking of all the stories that people told,especially the old folks when you have that kind of feeling, alone, at night. He try to ignore that feeling, and quickly leave the toilet after he had finished.

That night, Ron can't sleep, he still had the feeling, that something is not right, and he keeps thinking bout that, for hours, till he fall asleep.

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"NO!", Jamal screamed and Ron was awake when he heard that. He ran towards Jamal, and before he could ask what happen, he was terribly shocked. "no, no!". They both scream, scream out loud as they can, as they saw something that was horror, and things that anyone in the world would be shocked. They sat, and Ron starts to cry. He couldn't speak, and so was Jamal. They both cry, and scream, the whole forest could hear them screaming.

As they both watched their assignment, which is their final project paper, all smashed up with human waste which happen to be Ron's, they just sad and cry, as they were now, thinking about their future.

i want to be....

i want to be big.
i want to be something.
i want to be known,
where others might know nothing.
i want to be wealthy.
i want to be rich.
filling whats empty, with my own effort.
i want to be good.
i want to be cool.
i want to be GIANT.
i want to remembered.
before the end of life,
i want to be GIANT.
i want to be GIANT.
i want to be GIANT.
i used to be a fool.
i used to be ignored.
someday everything will be proved,
that i will be GIANT.
I'll came with something new,
I'll came with desire,
i want to be great,
i want to be GIANT.
mark these words...
mark these promises.
i wont be typical,
as everyone else does.
i will become huge.
huger than huge.
huger than you.
huger than them,
and everything else.
i will become greater,
i want to become greater.
i want to be GIANT.

I want to be GIANT~

KELANA JAYA

gigs.
classes.
friends.
exams.
quizzes.
assignments.
happy moment.
sad(yucks!) moment.
Kelab Jiwa Luka.
Restoran keluarga & Bala.
student lounge.
cyber cafe.
jamming.
and everything in between.

first came here, that was around 2006.
its 2010, and I'm still here.
counting time, days, years..
i cant wait to leave.
haha.
so called KELANA JAYA~

why so serious?


ignore all the bad things he did, try to think him as a person with a head full of genius plan, that creates chaos, trouble and give a terrible headache to one of the finest superheroes; BATMAN.

everyone think that he is crazy, where others who knew him very well, thinks he is very good indeed in creating problem to others, a mastermind in his own class, master criminal, and everything in between.

no one knows where he comes from, his past history, and everything about him remain mysterious as himself.

he does thing in his own way, his own style, his own wish. no super power, just being himself, is enough for him.
one of the greatest villain that i truly adore.
THE JOKER.